My baby is pleading for help

My heart is so heavy with the thoughts of my wounded children. My boys have been through so much. The three of us have been through more than we should've, and alot of it is my fault. I SHOULD HAVE LEFT THE X WHILE I WAS THE ONLY ONE GETTING ABUSED!!!! I will take that guilt to my grave.

My nights are haunted with the uncontrollable sobbing of my twelve year old just days ago. The fright in his quivering voice, as he held his phone to his ear in his bed trying not to wake the x. I have done what I should've done years ago!!! I contacted DCS and they have spoken with my son at his school. I told him they would be coming to talk to him, and to just be honest. His story speaks for itself...it just has to be told.